comfortable with all of this, even the fact that as I go over to
his place to tell him, I could change my mind.
I could change everything.
There is no end, right?
Maybe it's not the end of us.
Maybe if I just wait five minutes, I'll be back to loving
him and everything will be fine. No. I can do it.
I can change. I can jump.
first time, it feels like there's light at the end of the
tunnel. Except it's
not a tunnel, it's a cliff.
And it's pitch
black, and there's a black ocean raging underneath, just like how I saw
it out the hotel window, but there is a light.
I see the light and that's what I'm jumping for.
And I can make it. I know I can. I've
never been so sure of anything before.
I'm not tied to any one ending.
Because there is no end. You
can always change. Everyone
is capable of change. It's
only the weak ones who can't. It's
the ones who are scared who don't.
And me. Me.
I'm not scared any more.