It sure seemed like a good idea at the time.
Well, maybe not a good idea, but a logical one.
A rational one. And I
guess I would want to be known as the one who went for what seemed like
a logical or good idea at the time, rather than the chick who went for
the really stupid idea without any kind of provocation.
I wanna be known as the brilliant misguided with good intentions
one, rather than the stupid through and though one.
Does that make sense? Probably
Can I just
throw an open question to all the guys out there?
Do you wonder what the person you're dating is doing when you're
not with them? I mean, all
the time wonder?
No wait, back
up. I don't wonder ALL the
time. Of course not.
I have a life. I have
a life, sorta. I have things
to do. Yes, that's it.
one of those actors living off a trust fund that don't get up
until 11am and watch TV all day until their one audition and
then come home and watch TV all day and go out to a club all
night and do the same thing the next day. No,
don't like my job, but at least the job provides me with
something to do. A
new bitch to gripe about.
have things to do. I
do, really. So it's
not like I think about Ethan all the time.
'Cause I don't. I
have a job, I have people to seat at the restaurant, I have Tony
in the kitchen to ward off, I have plenty of attitude to deal
with and believe me, that takes up PLENTY of time.
just when it gets to be about this time.
About this time, when it's, oh 9pm in the evening on a
Saturday night. And
you're waiting for the call.
And the internal struggle about whether YOU should be the
first to call or not.