feel the room reacting.
I could feel the vibe of hey, this is someone we should
pay attention to. There
was SUCH a long pause.
can't see them, you never can, but I know there's some serious
discussion going on, and there's never serious discussion going
on unless there's something serious happening.
then the voice. That
awful, impersonal, brisk voice.
"Thank you very much."
What the fuck?
You guys just sat there and whispered for at least five minutes.
Hell, you actually told me "Just hang out a second."
At least two times. And
this is what I get?
And when I'm
leaving. I glance over
towards them. And I see her.
She's my doppleganger. Same
size, same color hair, same style hair.
And she's DRAPED over a balding bespectacled guy.
And then she smiles. It's
the evilest smile I've ever seen. I
almost walk into the door because of it.
Oh, I know what this is. SHE'S
got the role, she's ALWAYS had the role, all sown up, right from the
time the balding bespectacled guy put pen to paper.
They must be auditioning people for the role of Lady just to cast
the best person in the SUPPORTING role.
And I just KNOW from that evil smile, that I could do better than
her. People don't smile like that unless they're hiding something, and
she's hiding the fact that she knows and I know that I did the better
job but she's got balding bespectacled guy in her hip pocket, so she
told him not to cast me so fuck me.
FUCK me. It's all for
And I was so
good, I didn't crack any kind of anything until I got outside.
I didn't blink, I didn't smile, I didn't smirk, and I especially
until I get outside. I'm
not giving that bitch back inside the satisfaction.