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March 30, 2001

It's been three weeks!  Three weeks and still going strong!  I feel like popping champagne or something.  Oh my God, can I tell you how this doesn't make me feel like a loser at all!?  And yes, I know what it looks like, that I need a relationship in order to not make me feel like a loser.  I know it.  I admit it.  I love it.  It's just amazing how much more easier it is to deal with the little things in life.  Like going to bars or restaurants.  I don't care if any guys are looking at me.  I have someone, I have someone.  You have to say it in a sing song voice.  I have sooooommmme oooonnnnneee.  I have sooooommmme oooooonnnnnne.  I have someone and you don't.  Oh gosh, I didn't mean it like that.  That was a horrible horrible thing to say.  Completely didn't mean it.  But you know what?  You can hate it me you feel like it.  Because.I have soooooome ooooonnnnee.  I got soooommmeee oooonnnnee.  It's cheesy and I know it and I don't care because I have soooooooome oooooone.
  And I swear, I am getting more looks from men.  Oh I know, it's because I'm off the market now and not paying attention to them, that they're paying attention to me.  I know, I know, I know.  I always tried to PRETEND that I did have someone to get those kind of looks, but it never seemed to work.  Guys can tell when you're faking that kind of stuff.  So I'm getting looks from men that I can freely ignore, because I've got a man, a real live HUNK O MAN that's waiting on me.  And the world can't get any better.